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weird

Tension. Tense.

Expectations. Expectations of what should be but it’s not. Or hope, maybe?

Feelings. Sadness. Insecurity. Self consciousness. Judgement. Jarring.

Non-belonging. Change. Changed.

For so long things were the same. Now they are not.

I guess things do change. Not sure if for better or for worse.

Just different. I’m different.

Strange feeling all this.

A seaplane flys on by. A dog sniffs for food.

Nostalgia.

People. Me. Us. Them.

Meaning. Meaninglessness. Melancholy.

Joy. Celebration. Milestones.

Marriage. Mirage. Mystery.

The Mysteries.

Religion. Mourning. Growth. Grief.

Gone and going.

A circle. A cycle. A continuation.

Poetry and poverty. Great wealth, aspirational stealth.

Nine o’clock. Nine o’clock. Nice o’clock.

Time is up.

It’s over now.