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three days ‘till Christmas

Sitting in the living room of my Nonno and Nonna’s place. My brother and cousin and Nonno prepared a porchetta for Christmas dinner. It was fun to watch them.

I made myself a cappuccino. I went to hot yoga today. I sweated close to about 3-4L.

I wasn’t the worst guy at yoga but there was one guy who had a pretty good bird of paradise pose going.

Made me tired.

Yesterday a friend had a Christmas party. A soup party. I had tomato soup. I talked with people.

[redacted].

Relationships get weird if you think about them too much as an adult. Their origins, their ebbs and flows, there hurts and scars and shared memories. Shared feelings.

I don’t know how to feel about it.

I had left over stew. It was delicious.

I had a pastry and croissant.

Three days until Christmas.