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the tao te ching

I haven’t been to my morning mma classes for a week and a bit.

I’m in danger of letting that stretch to two weeks.

Shame. Guilt. Anger. Relief.

I was listening to the Tao Te Ching yesterday. I am listening to it now.

It’s interesting how effective I am when I am doing something for someone else and how ineffective I am for myself. Ineffective? More like I just don’t/won’t do things for myself.

Neglect. I neglect the self.

Why?

I’m sure there are many reasons. Maybe today I will pretend that I am someone else that I am doing the things for.

Perhaps that will be an effective strategy.

I will report back.

Hope you are having a good Tuesday.