i want to be famous (3/4)
something I wrote wednesday (3/4)
I want to be famous
I want to be famous because famous people have no problems. They have nice things and pretty people surround them.
I want to be famous because they can do nice things like buy things for the people they love.
I want to be famous because when they do bad things they are forgiven.
I want to be famous because they have less rules and more freedom.
I want to be famous because I’m not right now.
I want to be famous because then people will love me and I’ll feel less alone.
I want to be famous so when I fell empty inside I can call on a girl to give me a hug and tell me I’m perfect and hold me and make me feel safe.
I want to be famous so I can buy a big house on a big piece of land and let no one in.
I want to be famous so I can have lots of dogs and animals and bring them into restaurants and people will think it’s fun and funny and it’s just that quirky famous guy.
I want to be famous so I can afford to go to a good doctor and not have to make appointments in some system somewhere and have to wait to talk to some doctor who only really cares about doing the bare minimum to get paid.
I want to be famous so I am remembered when I die.
I want to be famous so I can come and go as I please. Do what I please. Be who I please.
I want to be famous because I want to be free.
I want to be famous because I want to be free from me.